Pain comes along side of being a musician usually pain would help to you want to play more but sometime we find our selves hurting so much that it distracts you from playing. Pain can go as far as people throwing dirt on your name, people close to you turning on you, or even death. As for me death is what distracts me, i usually want to play but for some strange reason my body my mind,my spirit,my heart and my soul is not up to it. You would think after being in so much pain emotionally i would want to play but i just cant. For example just this past monday my grandmother died oh man am i dreadfully hurting. At a time such as this i was thinking to myself wow maybe if i play i can relieve my hurt, so not the truth.
As i sat on the drumkit i felt good cause i was excited to play but when i began to play i felt uncomfortable , i was not into it at all i was so distracted about the fact that i lost my grandmother i just could not get it together. i tried to learn things and learn but i could not get myself into playing right now it is so much agony in me that playing is the last thought on my mind i wish this pain would go away so that i can play with out me being hurt
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